Good-Bye LetterDear Friends,
I have some bad news to relate to you all. I will not be coming back next year for our last and final year of classes together. Our Senior year. The reason why is because something that there have been some family problems and as such I cannot come back to Caracas. It is considered a serious family matter and I wish I could give you details, but for the sake of making my life and the rest of the family's life easier the nature of the problem cannot be discussed. I am deeply saddened by this unforeseen turn of events. I consider you guys my family, a great and happy family outside of my normal mundane family unit. I have come to see all of you as an invaluable part of my life after I had nothing like you guys before I came to Caracas. All of you have helped to shape me and to make me grow into the person that I am today. Many of you noticed that I matured greatly over this year. I calmed down a little bit, so to speak. But I still maintained that energy that I brought to E
ThingsFor every statistic there is a different colour lipstick
For every story on the news there will be gum on the bottom of your shoes
For every marble that goes a rollin' your cell phone will go a warblin'
For every song you hear you will shed many a tear
For every nibble you make there will be a pebble to take
For every good deed done another heart you will have won
For every friend you make another bend you take
For every thing you learn another memory you earn
For in life there is much strife
For our lives are hard but we do not need to turn to lard
For you are strong even if it will be long
For you to be the girl I see
For you are more special that anything celestial
For you my love I would release a thousand dove
For this is your try to light up the sky
For you can shine like a big bright sign
For you can trust in your fairy to lead you to a nice green prairie
For use your brain and feel no pain
For some emotions are like deadly potions
For do not fret because you should make a bet
MistakesWhy do I constantly make mistakes?
Why do I always eventually mess things up?
Why do I cause myself to lose the people I care about?
I know I'm not an idiot
I know I'm not stupid
Or am I?
If I can't put my feelings second then what
I know I am not perfect
I know I have my faults
But I try so hard
And my overconfidence still gets the better of me
Why can't I just swallow my pride and be nice, decent, caring
Why can't I live up to my standard that I'm the nice guy
I know I am capable of it
I know I can do it
So why can't I?
Perhaps I'm not ready
Perhaps I still have some growing up to do
Compassion instead of coldness
Kindness instead of aggression
Support instead of antagonism
Purity instead of greed
I know what to do
I know how to do it
Do I have the time to do it?
Will it work?
Only the people I've hurt can tell me that
Only then will I know if I am the typical asshole
Or if I am a genuine nice guy
I want to be better than I am
I want to help people
I want to be loved again
I want to